I can’t stand second guessing my decisions. I don’t know how many times this question has gone through my head in the past few weeks.
Did I make a mistake? Did I give up everything I wanted to begin with for something I thought I did? Can I go back? Do I want to go back? Is this just the fear of moving forward that’s paralyzing me?
I know what I don’t want in my life, everything I gave up to move forward, to be here. I don’t know why I’m having such a hard time though.